Monday, July 27, 2009
i need some advice
so i told you guys before that my mom is a pastor right? so as it stands our church has been open for 6 years and now that its time for college IM SO OVER IT!! like its not that i h8 church now im just like tired of doing it and going and its like my disinterest could not have come at a worst time since now we are entering a transition of sorts meaning that there is alot more for me to do but im more so wanting to focus on college and growing into my own but evreytime i think of telling my mom that im about to take a back seat in church i get this image in my head of my mom stanidng in the pulpit crying because im not there to support her in all the bullshit that is going on .. so saturday she asked me "am i on board with her for the church ?" i said yes but how do i say no?
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I had the same problem and when I got the courage to tell her no I had my own apartment lol!
ReplyDeleteOk, well in my opinion god gave us free will for a reason, we have to go out on our to come back to what we beleive. Like, we have to see all the bad and know what doesnt work for us, that way we have a better love and understanding for our own religion.
ReplyDeleteWhy dont u try and tell your mom exactly how your feeling, im sure she'll understand...just let her know you still support her but you have to find your own way.
totally my problem just is that as it stand i've always had my moms back i would just hate for her to fall and i not be there to catch her
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